A short list of personal sanctuaries throughout my lifetime:
Pacifier. Cuddly yellow blanket. Big Bird. Little yellow pillow. My mom’s arms. The Wizard of Oz. Cabbage Patch big wheel. The Beatles. The Bible. Purple. Darkness. Prayer. Karate. Yoga. Writing. Meditation.
I can’t say that I actually recall the comfort of my less-than-a-year-old self sucking on a pacifier or the comfort of being wrapped in the soft, yellow blanket my mother still has somewhere. However, I can look at photos: me happily cuddled up with blanket, Big Bird and pacifier, and somehow--through whatever brain power we possess that allows time travel--I can go back to that moment. I feel the safety and refuge of those sweet things even when I have no solid recollection.
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